Thursday, September 14, 2006
haha i bet no one reads my blog anymore cause i haven't updated. hoho

okay i'm losing the erm hang of blogging so this feels slightly odd. hm?
right so the past few days have been spent sleeping at weird hours and getting up at equally unusual times. i've been trying to mug quite unfruitfully, only cause i'm learning chunk after chunks of topics from every subject, from scratch. and thus, its not easy understanding based on textbook examples alone and thus i do not get much done. and also i do things so slowly and stare at questions, refusing to move on and so yes that's why. it's not that i do not want to study alright! hur okay maybe sometimes most of the times i don't enjoy sacrificing sleep for the books. okay this is corny i know, but as they say, if there's a will there's a way and i know i've got the will (:

i'm not going to go into much detail about the past few days so yeah. today was fine, i guess. just that i felt sick after recess and was deciding if i should go home but i stuck it out cause i didn't want to miss training and risk getting nagged at by mr l and coach. so i went but i just sat and watched them, actually no i did math. but let me tell you how unproductive it was. i did four parts of one question. yes ONE question. and starred at the remaining two parts for over an hour. finally convincing myself to move on i did only to stare at two more questions that followed. yes i don't like circles ): i vow to listen in class next year!

okay wow my mother just came back, looked at me and told me i won't have sufficient time to revise for my eoys. okay thanks so much for the encouragement. sometimes i really wonder why it means so much to me to make you happy mom, when all you do is slap it back in my face when i don't do as well.

i'm sorry, i'm not continuing today. the stress is reallyreally getting to me.
bye